I've been waiting for this feeling....

[kidneythief]

An eagerness...has been rising and waiting,
a lost impatience, in the search for
something that can remind me of this fabrication,
and why I ever cared,

and I want to be able to tell you...
and I want you to understand...
and I'll use these gestures to enhance my intentions,
just so maybe you can...

tell me why I've been delving for more than words,
cause this language thing hasn't been working,
I find these verbs to be too con vetting,
of that which is unspoken,

and I know it's on the tips of our tounges,
and behind our little eyes...
rushing through me....every nerve stimulated
trying to feel this lucid vibration

but these vowels can't connect the tone of my insides.....
to whats trying to come out
and all I can do is feel it...a sensation so...
overwhelming that reminds me that this life is full.

And remembering the spaces between the little cracks,
reminiscing through those wild adventures,
and while I'm here, I'm gonna keep exploirng
for a way for us to share...

and relate to this entity and its universality,
cause in this I've found this benevolence,
and so I look as a child upon an apple of imagination,
and find myself a treasure map...

to a heart of gold,
and a life full of love and oversoul