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Post by Parafox on Apr 14, 2005 21:47:33 GMT -5
mood: contemplative music: green day - boulevard of broken dreams like guys sometimes dont u feel like all u have is ur music its all that understands u i mean with all of wut goes on in the world you cant do anything with the nuts pppl throw ur way but just take it as it comes and hope it doesnt kill you before you can let out the pain! the world is so unfair. its like all the cards are stacked against me. and when it feels like this the only thing my tortured soul can find solace in is the ingenius work of bands like green day the way billie joe just pours his emotion and the instruments tell me what he is thinking i know it all thanks goodness for the internet and all my friends like u guys. without u i dont know what id do. the way things keep going it feels like ill break, but luckily ur all there. like a wall. a big, supportive brick wall. thx for that. things will go my way some time. i know they have to. but right now it just feels like it gets worse and worse. like the once serene sea of emotions has become a tumultuous tidal wave to crash down on my heart and destroy all my hopes and dreams i dyed my hair black and started wearing eyeliner becuz then i m like u guys. i feel like i belong. belong to something. belong to someone. finally. oh gawd this music is like my soul being torn from me and shared with all the world. it is the most painful thing ever. and yet the most beautiful.
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Post by Arilan on Apr 15, 2005 12:35:02 GMT -5
Oh sweetheart! *hugs* Is there anything I can do?
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